Saturday, 10 December 2011


Right now… I am feeling very low. I cry a lot apprarently for no reason. Missing someone!! Why loved ones are always away from Us!! Missing my childhood days when I used to be with my mum… No worries around - at times the bravest thing we can do in life is to feel how we feel, without judging it, without adding another layer to it... just to breathe through it.
What else I need ....big hug  from a loved one – dad I am missing you so bad *tears*  really down – all of sudden. I think its normal to feel low sometimes but  there could be some unusual ups and downs of life!!
Listening my immortal – evanescence - 

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I really hate weekends, I know this is strange what I am saying  but weekends are gloomy and unfriendly- my eyes are full with tears – don’t know whats wrong!! It's just really frustrating- there is a drumming noise in my head.


  1. shama i hve told u so many times go out on weekends enjoy the weekend instead of staying at home and not leaving the bed

  2. you can have a few friends with whom you can enjoy your 10million lahoris why cannot you have a few decent friends? hadd hai

  3. Try not to be alone, go out with friends and enjoy the weekend.
    It does happen when one is alone, but can be handled acting bravely :)

  4. enjoy ur loneliness,,,,yes loneliness is best enjoyed alone :) or else other readers I read above have made good suggestions too !

  5. I love, love Evanescence.
    And your condition makes me worried, what's wrong? Even one good friend can make the weekend beautiful. Go socialize a little :) Its always better than staying alone. Take care re, you sound bad :(

  6. We all miss our childhood.. and we all cry when we miss them :)
    Cheer up. Listen to some pumping music. Go for a walk or something. You'll be fine :)
    Else just talk to your mum. It helps :)

  7. @ Israr - Grumpy face :)

    @Nadeem - yeap would try to be brave :)

    @Rohit - we used to enjoy it for a limited time - infcat everything is enjoyable for a period- it it becomes permanent - it sucks :)

    @Cystal - yeah i would make frnz - love ya x crystal :)

    @Philo - thanks love x

    love you all xx

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  9. Aww.. dear, enjoy the things you love to do. It may help. My immortal is a beautiful song by evanescence. This song is always in my playlist. ♪ Yea songs help a lot.

    P.S. My first visit here. God bless :)

  10. It's weekday...hope you are feelin better

  11. Crystal - bundle of thanks :)

    Sherya - thanks - yeah the song is my all time favorite :)

    Sh@s - Hugs you back :)

    Mayz - yeah - but weekend is near :(

  12. Hi sweety, I read this and thought...gosh I know what you mean. Hope it all goes better and this phase will pass.

  13. Aww..It happens with me too :(
    Sometimes you just wanna cry your heart out.

    I love this song. You should listen to Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

  14. @sam - yeah it would pass on...

    @Megha - thanks for kind words

    love x