Oh!!!!

Right now… I am feeling very low. I cry a lot apprarently for no reason. Missing someone!! Why loved ones are always away from Us!! Missing my childhood days when I used to be with my mum… No worries around - at times the bravest thing we can do in life is to feel how we feel, without judging it, without adding another layer to it... just to breathe through it.

                

What else I need ....big hug  from a loved one – dad I am missing you so bad *tears*  really down – all of sudden. I think its normal to feel low sometimes but  there could be some unusual ups and downs of life!!

Listening my immortal – evanescence - 

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I really hate weekends, I know this is strange what I am saying  but weekends are gloomy and unfriendly- my eyes are full with tears – don’t know whats wrong!! It's just really frustrating- there is a drumming noise in my head.